a little bit tainted, the picture you painted for me

long absence due to...intense laziness.

can't blame me. afterall. i am a senior, which basically means i'm entitled to it.

so. just got back like 45 min ago from marc salem's "mind games" with aloni, ben, and jeanine (well, i suppose technically with the rest of the cohen family as well...and a whole audience of orthodox jews. yes. it was...very outofplace-ish) at the civic arts plaza. it was honestly frigging amazing. it also thoroughly freaked me out.

so tomorrow's graduation day. it's kinda strange i suppose. like i keep forgetting. and it doesn't feel like it's been a whole school year at all (probably cause i've done absolutely nothing all year). i'm also not very sad about it for some reason. i guess i did a bit (actually...it was a bit more like this sick feeling) at the very beginning of the year when everyone was obsessed with leaving...and now when everyone's all nooo...when it's the proper time to be all =( and everything, i'm all like whatever.

i'm not even particularily excited about it. i think i'm stricken with a senioritis that is fatal to the point where i really am too lazy to even try to care about anything anymore. it's awesome as usual.

it's probably also cause just like everything else in high school, things go by very quickly. too quickly, in fact, for second thoughts. it's kinda like in the past: ohwhat? week is over?? ohwhat winterbreak over?? ohwhat?! ap tests already?? ohwhat finals? ohwhat year over??

another random thing. i've always wondered who the hell would ever go out of their way to go to a deli. or a restaurant devoted to sandwiches. especially agoura deli. where the food is suxors and the prices nottoocheap. it rather upsets me. at least be as good as subcontractor or something. i feel all food places should learn the ways of monterey park. or any asian area. cheap but better tasting. gross appearance but better quality. basically more for less. a lot more. of course that would first require you to like asian food...

tired. no more will power to even stay up and do nothing like usual.
and i...really feel the need to go to tofupot again. oh the hunger. it pains me.